3%....

Welp, they say that 3% of women have three miscarriages in a row....guess what?  I'm 3%!  I think I need to but a lottery ticket or something.  Then I could afford all this IVF treatment and now, to delve deeper, a specialist by the name of Dr. Braverman in NY suspects I have an immunological disorder that is preventing me from carrying a pregnancy.  The only issue with that is an initial consult is $650 over the phone.  He is a very bright and intelligent doctor so I understand, we just can't afford that at the moment.  I so want to see him though.  UGH I AM SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!  STUPID CHEMICAL PREGNANCIES!!!!  I'm so glad I can vent here.  I'm not sure if there are very many people who understand how frustrating this is...on top of IVF and all that, now this?  Seriously!?  I think I'm ready to make this blog non-anonymous soon.