OK...first off sorry for the hiatus. It's been a crazy couple of months and not all in good ways. The week following my D&C Scott's Dad passed suddenly. It's been so difficult and we miss him very much. We know he is with the Lord but I'm selfish and I want to see him. The last conversation I had with him I told him we would name our children after him, so it shall happen. And speaking of children....
Many of you know that Scott and I have endured four miscarriages, two rounds of IVF and many many heartaches. After all we have gone through and learned the best lesson is this: being parents has so little to do with conception and pregnancy and more to do with the lifetime following those two experiences. We feel very strongly that we gave having a biological child for now, our best efforts. We also feel very strongly that God is calling us to adopt a beautiful little baby!!! We have finished our adoption application and it is ready to turn in. We've been working steadily on these 40-50 pieces of paper for over a month now. I cannot wait to move one step closer to our beautiful child!!! I hope Dad is watching this all unfold from heaven :). He's about to have another grand-baby! I love and miss you Dad. Can't wait to add to the beautiful family you've raised.
